Me and Ma stare at the black and white photograph in the faded leather album. “That’s your Da and Dom,” Ma whispers.
She strokes
the glossy image with a shaking finger.
Her whole
hand shakes now, it’s part of her illness. “They were so strong, so handsome.
All the girls
in the
village wanted to marry them.”
“And you
got Da and Lizzy got Dom,” I finish for her, as Ma gazes around the bedroom, as
though she’s never seen it before.
In truth
she’s lived here, in the Bridwood Nursing Home for nearly half a decade.
“They loved
a flutter,” Ma wheezes. “The dogs, the ponies or…” She is getting tired I can
tell.
Da and Dom,
twin brothers, born two minutes apart, but as alike as two peas in a pod,
rampaging around the sleepy village of Tressick and charming their way through
their lives and livelihoods. Da had gone first, in his sleep, and Dom had
followed a year later, exactly to the day, which everyone in the village found
– inevitable.
I close the
photograph album, very very gently, and stroke the surface. It holds so much
and it’s worn out by the touch of our fingertips.
“Time for
bed, Ma.” I help her up and walk with her Zimmer towards the bed, smothered
with the vintage Paisley duvet, her favourite.
“Night,
night,” I say. “Sweet dreams.”
Ma blinks
up at me, from her pillows, child-like and trusting. I kiss her papery cheek,
smell her lavender talcum powder. The scent takes me back to my childhood days
– of me sitting on the edge of the bed, swinging my legs, whilst Ma got ready
to go out for a night out with Da, Dom and Lizzy, and she’d be wearing her best
pearl studs and high-heeled black sateen shoes.
I still
have the earrings, but Ma broke the heel on one of the shoes running for the
night bus to our village and Da carried her home up the hill, even though he’d
had a few pints and was staggering all over the place.
Tears prick
my eyes, as I’m blind-sided by memories. Looking back – it really hits you in
the present.
I close the
door, but leave the night-light on. The glow makes Ma look like a caterpillar
cocooned – ready to become a butterfly.
Ready to be
reborn.
About the author
Alyson’s
fiction has been published online – most often on the Horror Tree site – and in many anthologies. Her work has been read
recently on BBC Radio and her latest collection, Darkness Calls is out on Amazon.
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