It was the week before Christmas, and I
was trying to settle myself into a new flat. My boyfriend had decided that he
wanted to leave me – said ‘it was not me it was him’ -likely story. I thought
it was more to do with the blonde I’d seen him with in the wine bar on the high
street when I was supposed to be working late.
I’d finished earlier than I expected and decided to surprise him;
thought he’d be pleased. Obviously not – shocked more like. Oh, he said she was
just a girl from the office and didn’t mean a thing. I asked him if he always
held the hands of ‘girls from the office’ and observed that he could be setting
himself up for a few lawsuits if that was the case. Anyway, I didn’t want to
think of him anymore and busied myself arranging my books accompanied by a
large glass of good red and a big box of tissues.
My new flat is
in an old-fashioned building. I had seen a card in the window when passing and
phoned the number. I agreed the rental without seeing anyone, or indeed the
flat, and without any references. I thought it was strange, but I was so
grateful to be away from the number one cheat that I just said yes. Once a
family home of stature, the owner had divided it into flats. Mine was at the
front of the house and had windows which stretched from floor to ceiling. The
windows had wooden shutters which you could close to make the rooms cosy and
protective. Just what I needed to keep me safe from unfaithful boyfriends. Dusty
red velvet curtains fell each side of the wooden frames. When you pulled them,
spiders and other detritus fell on your head, not fairy dust. I had to warm
myself in front of a gas fire which hissed. My landlady was an old friend of my
grandmother, so she said, and that’s why she let the flat to me.
On the day I
moved in she had met me at the front door. I couldn’t remember ever seeing her
before but that didn’t mean to say it wasn’t true. She was quite a lot younger
than my grandmother, who had died five years earlier, but her clothes belonged
to a different age. Her hair was black streaked with grey, and she wore
pince-nez style glasses. A long purple skirt and a red woollen cardigan
completed the picture. She had a black shawl draped around her shoulders, and I
wondered why she was wearing fur gloves indoors.
‘Hello dear,
nice to meet you. I’m Cassandra. Do come in, I’ve made the flat ready for you.’
she croaked. ‘Sorry, it’s the damp, makes me hoarse. I was a friend of your
grandmother you know.’
‘So, I
understand. Where did you meet her?’ I hefted my suitcase over the threshold
and pushed the heavy packing cases with my feet. My brother had just dumped me and
my belongings on the pavement and left. Somewhere to be, he said. Being his
usual helpful self- not.
‘Oh, somewhere,
can’t remember where now, too long ago.’ She waved her arms in the vague
direction of nothing. ‘It’s this way.’ She beckoned me to a wide staircase and
began to climb without waiting for me. I struggled after her with the case but
left the boxes until later. The stairs wound round in a spiral, edged with handrails
made of metal which no one had polished in a long time. The building smelt
musty and stale, with an underlying sharp aroma I couldn’t identify. Up the centre of
the steps lay a threadbare patterned carpet covered with a thick layer of black
fur making the stairs look like a velvet river.
‘Do you have a
dog or a cat?’ I asked, trying to make conversation.
The woman looked
startled. ‘No, I do not! Filthy things.’ Her voice was sharp.
As we climbed, her
shoulders heaved, and she was breathing in fits and starts. She clutched the
handrail with her bony hands.
‘This was my
family home when I was small,’ she whispered, as if someone other than me might
hear her. ‘I used to run up these stairs. The house is too big for me now which
is why I converted it into flats – or rather my father did. That’s him.’ She
indicated a large portrait in a heavy gold frame which hung in front of us. It
showed a stern man with a buttoned-up collar and drooping moustache. He was
stroking a large black cat which sat on his lap staring out of the canvas. It
was a mean looking cat. The painting was dingy and needed a good clean like the
rest of the house.
We arrived in
front of a door displaying a number 6 in gold.
‘This is yours
my dear. Do you have your rent money?’
‘Yes, here it
is.’ It seemed abrupt, but I searched in my handbag and retrieved the envelope
containing the notes which she had insisted on. Reaching out with her
fur-covered hand, she grabbed the envelope, thrusting it deep into her skirt
pocket.
‘Here are your
keys. I won’t come in. If you need anything, I live in flat No.1.’ She thrust
the bunch of keys into my hand and scurried away along the dim passageway, as
if she couldn’t wait to leave.
I haven’t seen
her since the day I moved in, but I hear her weary footsteps on the stairs
sometimes. At other times I can detect voices, but I never see any of the other
residents. I do hear a cat miaowing, but the only evidence of its presence is
the hairy stair carpet.
***
I drained my glass of wine and decided
I’d had enough of sorting through things. I would go out and see if I could buy
some Christmas decorations to brighten up the flat. I pulled the collar of my
black jacket up around my ears and wound a purple woollen scarf cosily around my
neck. I let myself out of the flat onto the landing. Sitting at the top of the
stairs was a large black cat. At last, I thought, the elusive animal. The
feline stared at me with emerald-green eyes, and I could have sworn that it
narrowed them to focus on me. I went towards it, hand outstretched to give it
friendly stroke. There was a frantic miaow, and it disappeared.
I know I had
consumed a glass of wine, but that could not have happened. Cats didn’t
disappear like a will o’the wisp.
I searched all around the landing. Was there a cupboard or door into
which it had disappeared? Feeling along the wall, I could not find any nook or
cranny where ‘Blackie’ could have vanished into to hide. I decided to continue
with my mission.
As I opened the
street door and stepped out, a blast of chilly air hit me. It was already dark,
and I paused to pull up my scarf to cover my face to avoid the chill wind. As I
did there was a strident yowl. On the top step was the cat.
‘Hello pussy cat,
how did you get there?’ Not surprisingly there was no answer, just a baleful
stare from the bright green eyes. With a swish of its tail, the cat disappeared
again. I was beginning to think I was going mad or had drunk too much wine.
There was no sign of the cat anywhere, but Cassandra was standing on the top
step. How had she appeared so suddenly? The wind ruffled her black hair, and
she was brushing down her skirt, causing fur to fly everywhere.
‘Hello,’ I said,
‘have you seen the cat? It was here just a moment ago.’
‘There is no
cat,’ she replied in a rasping voice, ‘I’ve told you there is no cat. Can’t
abide the things.’ She looked directly at me, her green eyes boring into mine.
‘Don’t be out too late; you know I lock the door at nine pm.’ She rubbed her
fur mittens together.
I glanced down
at my feet trying to summon up the courage to challenge her. Surely, I had my
own front door key? When I looked up again, she was gone. On the step lay a red
collar with a silver bell. I looked left and right along the street. There was
no one there just litter blowing along the road. The streetlights were ringed
with frosty haloes. I sniffed the air; there was a distinct smell of fried
onions and something else unidentifiable. Picking up the collar, I put it in my
pocket and hurried towards the High Street.
Normally, there
would be noise from traffic and the chatter of straggling shoppers as they
rushed from shop to shop trying to complete their purchases before the stores
closed, but there was deathly silence. I heard my own footsteps echoing, as I
walked along. I pulled my scarf more closely around my face. Before me was a brightly
lit shop with a lilac neon sign, I was grateful that it was still open. I
pushed the door, and a cat’s cry announced my arrival. Startled, I soon realised
it was the shop bell. I thought it was a strange sound to have, but assumed it
was a new gimmicky item for sale. Some people would love it, but I wasn’t so
sure. I’d had enough of cats for one day.
The shop was womb-like,
lit with mauve and red lamps dotted around the room. A scent of incense floated
on the air, and with that and the music of the Pan Pipes. I sauntered around,
fingering items on the displays, my heart filled with joy at the beautiful
bright colours. As I was choosing a few new Christmas baubles and some fairy
lights, a youngish red-haired woman slipped out of the back of the shop. She
was wearing a black ankle length skirt and a purple, green and red patterned
shawl around her shoulders. I nodded at her. She nodded back and moved to the
front of the shop. I could now see her clearly. She had luminous green eyes
heavily made up, bright red lips and was wearing long silver earrings which
jangled noisily whenever she moved her head. On her hands she was wearing fur
gloves. I stared at the mittens. Then, aware I might seem rude, I smiled at
her.
‘Just choosing
some baubles and Christmas lights for my flat. I won’t be long,’ I whispered,
‘I know it’s late and I’m sorry to detain you.’
‘No problem
lovely, I’ll just be here. Take your time.’ She waved her arm, and a strong
smell of patchouli emanated from her person, almost making me choke. ‘I’ve been
expecting you.’ As she moved, the music rose to a crescendo then halted abruptly.
The shop was now
silent, and I was aware that the hairs on the back of my neck were standing up.
What did she mean by that? I swallowed hard and hurried to pick out my goods. I
knew I wanted to get out of this shop as soon as possible. Gathering the items,
I had chosen, I strode over to the counter. There, sitting on a stool was a
black cat licking its paws, the rasping sound of its tongue filled the air. The
woman had disappeared. The animal lifted its head and stared at me. Another cat
with bright green eyes; they must have the same neighbourhood tom as a father.
‘Hello, is
anybody there?’ I shouted, ‘hello, hello.’
A low growl
reverberated around the room. The kitty jumped down from the stool and
disappeared into the rear room of the shop. Almost immediately, the curtain at
the back of the counter twitched and the lady reappeared. She was licking her
gloves. I stared. Really!
‘Could I buy
these things,’ I asked, dumping the items on the polished counter. ‘don’t
bother wrapping them, I have my bag here.’ I retrieved my purse and began to
count out the money to pay for the things I wanted to purchase. Without waiting
for any change, I scooped everything into my bag and almost ran out of the
building. Once outside I took deep breaths to steady myself. What was wrong
with me? The street was now alive with traffic and people. I hurried along to
the flat, looking forward to getting inside and closing the door on the
craziness.
As I approached
my house, Cassandra was standing at the top of the steps polishing the brass
doorknob in the dark. She turned to me,
‘Did you get
everything you wanted, dear?’ she chuckled.
‘Yes, thank
you,’ I muttered before scuttling into the hallway and up to my flat. The mean cat
in the portrait seemed to be watching me, as I fumbled with my key. I finally
managed to open the door and step inside. I slammed the door and leaned against
it thankful to be safe at last. Shaking, I put the kettle on to make a cup of
tea.
I took my
steaming mug into the sitting room and switched on the gas fire. After lighting
the lamps, I settled onto the sofa to drink my tea. Feeling calmer now, I went
to my bag to examine my Christmas purchases. I pulled the gaudy items from the
bag. Why had I purchased so many cat baubles? I was sure that I hadn’t selected
them. The back of my neck began to tingle. I felt someone was watching me.
Hardly daring to look, I lifted my eyes and there on the low table by the fire was
another black cat. I screamed, at which the beast swished its tail and washed
behind its ears.
‘Go away! Shoo!
Where did you come from?’ The animal looked directly at me, its green eyes
looking offended. It yawned, as if I were boring it, jumped down and sauntered
into the kitchen where it proceeded to knock over the milk which I had left
out. It then began to lap at the spilled liquid. I was frantic. How would I get
rid of it? Or do I get rid of it? It obviously thought it belonged here.
I decided I needed
to talk to Cassandra, so I went in search of her. As I rapped on the door of
flat number one, I could hear a shuffling inside. The door creaked and she peered
through the crack.
‘I need to talk
to you, Cassandra,’ I babbled, ‘there’s a black cat in my flat and I don’t know
where he came from. Don’t know who he belongs to.’
‘Go away dear;
you’re seeing things,’ she cackled. 'There are no cats here.’
‘But there is a
cat,’ I whispered. ‘He’s in my kitchen drinking milk.’ I wasn’t going to give
up without a fight.
‘You’re wrong.’
With that she slammed the door shut in my face.
I walked back
down the hairy stair carpet dreading what I would find there. I decided to be
positive, pulled my shoulders back and flung open my door. There sitting on the
doormat, purring, was my furry visitor. I faced the puss.
‘You need to
leave. You don’t belong here.’ The cat just looked at me and continued purring.
There was a
chirrup, and the animal twitched its whiskers.
‘I do belong
here.’ I looked around to see where the voice was coming from. ‘Can I have my
collar back please.’ I froze. Had I
finally cracked up?
‘Yes – yes of
course you can. It’s in my pocket, I’ll get it for you.’ I went to retrieve the
collar then stopped. What was I doing? Talking to a cat? And the cat was
talking to me.
‘Don’t be
scared,’ its green eyes twinkled, ‘I’m here to look after you.’
‘Look after me?
Don’t be silly, I don’t need looking after.’
‘Yes, you do. Your
grandma told me you’d been hurt.’ He
stroked his whiskers with his black paws.
‘My grandma?’ I
was sure I was losing it. Damn that number one cheat!
‘I better
introduce myself. I’m Merlin. I’m sorry about all the random appearances I’ve
been making, but I had to get your attention somehow. I hope I didn’t frighten
you too much. I’ve been living here alone since Cassandra passed to the other
side waiting for you to arrive.’
‘Cassandra has –
passed -to-the-other-side? Then who’s….?’ I waved vaguely in the direction of
the staircase. The cat swished his tail.
Then I realised.
That’s how she knew my Granny. So, who was I? There were too many questions, so
with a sigh, I pulled on my black fur mittens and settled on the couch with Merlin
curled up on my lap. The Christmas lights and cat baubles twinkled in the
lamplight. I purred in time with Merlin’s throaty rasp.
About the author
Liz writes short stories and poetry and is just finishing her first novel. She lives in North Yorkshire and at the time of writing is looking out on a dismal day at the sheep in the field behind her house.
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