Showing posts with label Janet Howson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Janet Howson. Show all posts

Saturday, 27 August 2022

Saturday Sample: The Script Challenge, craft beer

 


INTRODUCTION The challenge was to the authors we have already published to turn one of their short stories into a ten minute script. And here they all are. We looked for: 

  •  Effective adaptation of the origin text 
  •  Ease of production 
  • Something that could be Covid safe

 Here’s what we said about them: 

The overall winner 

This has to be Tony Domaille, Star Gazing. Tony’s script has the best balance of everything: 

Superb adaptation of short story script 

Covid-safe 

Ease of production 

Clear presentation 

Highly commended 

Margaret Bulleyment: Green Grass of Home 

An effective adaptation of an already effective story. This would also be easy to stage. 

Linda Flynn: Unseen Eyes I

Immersive Theatre An innovative piece and an innovative presentation in dramatic form. Covid-safe certainly.

Janet Howson: Cinderella’s 

Ex-drama teacher Janet has a good eye for the dramatic and much of this was already there in the original story. This is a skilful adaptation. 

Dawn Knox: The Stag Do

This is a competent adaptation of an already quirky and much-loved story. 

Neta Shlain: Total Loss 

A very detailed and innovative adaptation of a short story that has already gained a lot of attention. 

Dianne Stadhams: Sheep be Damned 

An effective dramatic monologue (mainly) and with ease of production, possibly as a film or a “stage” production. 

Read more and find your copy  here 

Saturday, 19 February 2022

Never Closed

 

by Janet Howson

champagne

I run, breathless and terrified through the deserted alleyways and streets. The darkness cloaks me, only relieved by a weak moon and the occasional threatening flashes as bombs are dropped hopefully a long way off. The dark shapes of the Soho buildings all seem the same as I pick my way towards the theatre. I clutch my bag tighter to my side, scared that I may drop it in my haste, losing my costume and stiletto heeled silver shoes. I will need to change as soon as I arrive. No time for a chat and a catch up with the rest of the girls.

     The theatre’s sign isn’t lit up. I can make out the shape of the Windmill though. The blackout cannot completely obscure that. I rush in through the stage door. There is already a long queue at the box office entrance of soldiers and civilians, jostling, laughing aiming to be the first ones in to get as near to the stage and the girls as possible. I run to the changing room. It is packed with girls putting on their costumes and make-up, some as young as sixteen, all excited and bubbling with gossip. The atmosphere is electric. It draws me in to its warmth. An escape from the harsh realities of the war, a refuge. I get myself ready, folding the clothes I arrived in neatly and pushing them into my bag. I put my silver skimpy costume on, my headdress of feathers and my matching shoes.

     “Beginners on stage, ” shouts young Jack through the door. He isn’t allowed in but always opens the door as far as he can to see the girls in their finery not to mention undress. He’ll get caught one day by the stage manager, then he’ll be in for it.

      I am not one of ‘The Statues’. These are the girls who sit, naked and do not move. They are not good time girls, just artistes. I was a dancer though. It’s all I ever wanted to be from the first time I went to the theatre and saw the chorus girls kicking their legs high. They all move out of the dressing room, still chatting. Soon I hear the roar of the crowd. There will be the usual surge to the front as some of the young men try and get closer to the stage. The music is playing, the audience are cheering.

      “Dancers on stage.” Jack again. That is me. I take a deep breath.

      “You all right, Elsie?” It is my friend, Joan. “We ain’t had chance to catch up this evening. Saw you rushing in late as usual.”

      “See you afterwards Joan,” I whisper, aware of how near I was to the stage. “Here we go.”

      I love that first entrance. The bright lights block out the faces of the audience. The music, the colour the whole atmosphere, I am at home on a stage, it is all I want and need.

      We line up. The intro music begins. We move like clockwork. Perfect timing. Precise footwork. No room for errors. We flow, we turn, we kick. The sound of our heels can be heard even above the music. We all have fixed smiles on our faces. It doesn’t matter how tired we are after a day’s work. How uncomfortable our shoes are, how heavy our headdresses are, we must keep on smiling. We must lift these young soldier’s spirits. Let them forget about the war that they have been called up for, tomorrow, or in two days, or a week away; they will all be going.

      The music shakes the building and I dance and dance. I am almost in a trance. I will never tire of dancing, at performing at the Windmill Theatre. I silently thank Mrs Henderson and Mr Van Damm for keeping this wonderful venue open, because when it comes to cheering people up and allowing them to escape from reality for a short time, well, there is no business like show business.

About the author 

Janet Howson taught English and Drama for thirty five years and didn't take up writing until she retired. She has had two novellas published, 'Charitable Thoughts' and 'Dramatic Episodes' as well as having short stories published in anthologies, including 'Best of CafeLit 8,9 and 10, 'Nativity' and 'Mulling it Over'.

 

 

 

Friday, 17 September 2021

Debbie Cast as Caroline and Annie Cast as Samantha.

 by Janet Howson

two cranberry juices

Debbie glanced at her calendar as she tackled a pile of ironing she had been putting off for about two weeks. She squinted at something written in for Friday. Where were her reading glasses? She had put them down somewhere after reading the newspaper this morning. She frowned to herself, perhaps if she wore them on a chain around her neck they wouldn’t go missing as often? She remembered her mother doing that for years until she got bifocals. Perhaps that was the answer. She rested the iron on its base and got nearer to the calendar. She read out loud Annie’s 37th birthday. She let out a frustrated sigh; how could she have forgotten that? It was Wednesday afternoon, only two days to go. What could she do for her closest friend?

On her birthday Annie had arranged a surprise party. She just told her that she was to get to her house in the evening at about nine o-clock and they would walk down to meet Jan and Sue for a drink at the Horn ‘O Plenty in town. So Debbie had arrived in one of her little black numbers ready for a drinking session. When Annie opened the door and let her into the dark hall the lights suddenly flashed on and there was a chorus of ‘Happy Birthday Debbie’ and a big cheer. There were about twenty of her friends all clutching a champagne glass. She was pushed into the front room, a glass of champagne was placed in her hand and all she could remember for the rest of the evening was music, dancing and laughter.

Now, here she was with two days to go. What could she do at such short notice? I’ll ring Tommy. He always has an answer. She had been married to Tommy for twenty years. She had only been eighteen. A teenage bride, but he had swept her off her feet and she had never looked back. He had always been her rock, through every trouble, worry or disaster. He was the strong one when their first child Chrissie was born disabled, when her father had died suddenly, when their second child was born and Chrissie couldn’t understand why her mummy became another baby’s mummy His was the voice of reason, she was the one who panicked, the drama queen.

Thinking of drama queens Debbie remembered she had lines to learn for ‘The Murder Mystery Evening’. She had been given the role of Caroline, the lover of the murder victim and Annie was cast as Samantha, his only daughter. She didn’t have too much to learn so that could wait until after Annie’s birthday. She found her phone and rang Tommy at work. Hopefully, he would pick up.

“Yep? Is that you Debs?”

“Oh, Tommy, I’ve just realised it’s Annie’s birthday on Friday and I don’t know what to do at late notice. Remember she threw that surprise party for me on my thirty eighth? I’ve got to do something special for her. You are good with ideas, Tommy. What do you reckon?”

“Simple, take her to her favourite East End pub, The Oak Tree.  They’ve always got a local group on a Friday night and an ‘Open Mike’ hour and that’s right up your street.”

“Oh, I love The Oak Tree, I can sing some of my favourites if I get the chance,

 see you later.” Debbie put down the phone and immediately phoned Annie. 

              So that is how Debbie and Annie found themselves at The Oak Tree on the Friday night of Annie’s birthday in their uniform of   little black numbers, hip flasks of vodka (courtesy of Debbie as a birthday present to Annie and one for herself.) “All we need to do then is buy cranberry juice that’ll save us a fortune.” Debbie had told Annie as she unwrapped her gift.

                They had got there about nine thirty having stopped on route at a pub where Annie had met her husband, Scott. It had been love at first sight and they had married a year later. She was eighteen and he was twenty. “Nineteen years and two kids later and we are still together.”

The music was deafening when they got to The Oak Tree. The two friends pushed their way to the toilets to apply a bit of ‘lippy’ and sort out their hair which had got very wind- blown on route. Even the toilets were packed, with women of different ages catching up on the week’s news at work and their love lives. “Can’t hear myself think in here, Debbs, you go in first and I’ll meet you by the bar.” Annie, put her make up back in her bag, leant against the wall and waited her turn.    

Debbie bought the two cranberry juices and was just picking them up when she felt a hand on her shoulder. “Debbie, long time since we’ve seen you in ‘ere? How are you? Still singing?”

Debbie blushed, it was Jack, a young man she had met one night she had been at The Oak Tree with the girls and she had sung  a couple of songs, persuaded to do so by Annie and backed up by Sue and Jan, the other two in the group. She had been really nervous but once she was up there with the microphone in her hand she had relaxed. It had brought back to her the evenings her parents had taken her with them to pubs in the East End, stood her on a stool and let her sing her heart out. She had loved it. She had been the apple of her father’s eye and she idolised him. His early death had broken her world apart.  Jack had come up to her after she had finished her stint and congratulated her on her voice and choice of songs. “You are really talented. You should make a career as a singer.” He handed her a business card. “If you ever think of going down that road, give me a ring. I will see what I can do for you.”

Debbie had told the others and they all agreed that it was a bit dodgy. “He probably fancies you,” Sue had said.  Debbie wasn’t interested, so she threw the card away and thought no more about it. Not until now that is. She caught sight of Annie who was looking for her. “Sorry I’d better take these drinks over to my friend. I am hoping to sing later though,” Debbie shouted as she turned to wind her way to where Annie was.  

“Who was the good looker?” Annie asked, standing on her toes to get a better look.

“Don’t you remember the night I sang and he gave me his business card? I chucked it away. He recognised me after all that time.”

“Once seen never forgotten,” laughed Annie, topping up the cranberry juice with the vodka.  “Are you going to sing tonight?”

“I phoned up earlier and put my name down. I’m after that bloke you say reminds you of Jonny Cash.”

“Good for you, I’ll be gunning for you. What are they offering the winner? It was a bottle of bubbly last time.”

“I didn’t ask. I don’t do it to get a prize, I do it because I just love singing. I’ve never had any training. Couldn’t afford it as a teenager and like you I was working in the city at fourteen. Then I got married and the rest is history.”

 “You mad cow, course you are good enough. Perhaps lover boy over there will approach you again with a contract.”
              Laughing the two girls put their drinks on a table and danced to the ‘The Killers’ an American Rock Band they loved. The atmosphere of the old pub was electrifying. The space for dancing was full of gyrating bodies and the bar was three deep with punters getting their orders in. The lights had been dimmed and all you could see were silhouettes of the figures. After several tracks the music was turned off and the manager, Roger, set up a microphone near the piano. He remembered the days when the piano would be played every night with the locals gathered round, singing the good old cockney songs. Those days were gone now. Most of the singers downloaded music on to their iPhones and just selected the track they wanted to use. “Still at least I am keeping up the traditions of a Cockney Knees up, iPads or no iPads, he thought.”

“Right, Ladies and Gents. Another Open Mike Night at The Oak Tree, and to kick off we have Queenie on the guitar singing two Dolly Parton songs. I love a bit of Dolly myself so a big ‘and for our Queenie.” Everyone clapped or cat whistled as Queenie took the mike.

There were about three more acts and then it was Debbie’s turn. She could feel herself blushing under the spotlight, then she had to lower the height of the mike as she was too small to reach it even in her heels. “Come on love, we ain’t got all night.” A punter shouted from the back of the room.

At last she was ready. She had chosen ‘Halleluiah’ a Leonard Cohen song for her first number and ‘Someone Like You’ an Adele number for her second. Once she had got through the first few bars she relaxed and belted out the lyrics with full confidence.

When she had finished there were cheers, whistles and cat calls throughout the pub and cries of “give us another Debs,” and “do you do requests?” plus others she couldn’t decipher.

Debbie pushed through the crowd to find Annie who was holding on to her drink and talking to Jack. “Brilliant, Debs, you were wonderful, they loved you, here have a drink you deserve it.” Annie pushed the glass into Debbie’s hands. “Jack, here has been telling me he wants to take you on and be your agent, I’m off to the toilet so I’ll let you two talk.”

For the second time that evening Debbie found herself blushing. She took a large sip of her drink and shouted over the noise of the drinkers waiting for the next act.

“I’m not good enough to sing professionally. All I want is to sing here every time they do an Open Mike evening. It’s a real compliment though, thanks.”

“Rubbish you are the best singer that isn’t already signed up, that I have seen in a long time and I go round a lot of clubs. I’m not letting you get away from me this time, without you at least agreeing to come down to my office and we can talk about doing a demo.”

“I will have to talk to Tommy about it. If it’s in the evening it’s okay but if it’s through the day I will have to arrange a sitter. It’s all complicated.”  She took another sip of her drink. She was thrilled to think that someone thought she was good enough to make a demo tape. The excitement bubbled up in her, she had always wanted to be a singer but once she had married and had children she hadn’t given it any more thought. She wasn’t going to tell Jack that one of her children, Chrissie was handicapped which made it almost impossible to have a career, particularly one that was as inconsistent as being a professional singer.

“Look, I don’t want you to feel under any pressure, so why don’t we say you give me a bell if you are on board and if I ain't heard from you in a week then I will take that as a no and I will abandon all attempts to sign you up.” He placed another of his business cards next to her glass on the bar.

At that moment, Annie arrived back. “Have you heard what they are playing and you are still standing here? Come on out on the dance floor. This is my birthday treat after all.” Annie grabbed Debbie’s hand and pulled her into the throng of dancers. Then for the next  few tracks they danced with the energy of teenagers losing themselves in memories, music and laughter. “I love this place,” Annie shouted above the noise, “thanks for thinking about me. It would have been a take away curry and the telly otherwise. Scott is a lovely feller but not very imaginative when it comes to birthday treats. I’m still getting over the flippin’ iron and ironing board he bought me as my present. He said ‘but you said you needed them. I said, yes, but not as a birthday present.” Laughing they returned to finish their drinks.

There was no sign of Jack, just his card under Debbie’s drink. “What’s that, Debs?” Annie asked.

“Oh, just another of Jack’s business cards. I’ll be filling an album with them soon.”

“I hope you’re going to take him up on his offer this time or I shall be ringing him myself to come and put you in an arm lock until you agree.”

“I told him I had to talk to Tommy. It isn’t that simple, Annie, what with Tommy’s long hours and getting babysitters for Chrissie, I will think about it though,” she saw Annie’s quizzical expression. “Honestly I will.”

An announcement brought them back to the moment, “The winner of tonight’s Open Mike is…” there was a pause to build up the tension, “Debbie.” His next sentence about collecting the prize at the bar was drowned out by the applause and whistling. Debbie couldn’t believe it.  She was sure Queenie would win.

Fantastic, well done mate,” Annie hugged Debbie. “Right pick up your bubbly, we can drink it in the taxi. I just got a text to say he is outside. I didn’t fancy the vomit comet on a Friday night.”

Debbie pushed her way through the crowd to the bar where her champagne was sitting with a big bow round it. “Have you got a couple of plastic cups, Roger? We’re going to demolish this in the cab home.”

“Good fer you, girl. ‘ere I was talking to that talent scout, he was very impressed with you. You ought to give it a go. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Enjoy your champagne.” He turned away to speak to a punter and Debbie took her bottle and wound her way back to Annie who had gathered their coats and bags, ready to go.”

“Thanks for arranging this Debbs, I have had a great birthday and you have had a great offer. I’ll get your autograph in the cab before you shoot to fame.”

Laughing the girls left The Oak Tree, got in their cab and headed back home. Once they had drunk the champagne and the atmosphere of the club had worn off and they were approaching Debbie’s road, the girls fell silent.

“Back to the same old, same old…” Annie sighed, staring out of the window at the familiar buildings. “Still it’s your birthday next, fancy a rerun?”

“Sounds good to me.”

“Of course you may be on a tour abroad, singing on the cruises by then,”

The taxi stopped to let Debbie out. She watched the cab pull away and walked up the steps to her front door. As she put her key in the lock to let herself into the dark hall, trying not to wake Tommy and the kids, she knew in her heart of hearts she would never take up Jack’s offer.

“Mummy, is that you? I’ve been waiting for you to kiss me good night. I didn’t think you were ever coming home. Can you read me a story?”

How could she, when she was so needed and loved at home. “Ready or not here I come,” she sang as she ran up the stairs to her children.



About the author 

Janet Howson was born in Rochdale but moved to the South of England when she was seventeen. She loved writing and reading from an early age and wrote poetry and plays. She joined an amateur drama group when she was eighteen and her love of the theatre began. She trained to be a teacher and her two subjects were English and Drama. She then went on to teach for thirty-five years in Comprehensive schools in Redbridge, Havering and Essex. During this time, she wrote and directed plays for the pupils, ran drama clubs, worked with pupils from special schools, involving them in productions, worked with Chicken Shed after school and continued to be involved in amateur drama both as a performer and a director. Now she is retired, Janet has joined two writing groups and with the help and advice she has received from the other members, has started to write short stories and her first novel, ‘Charitable Thoughts’ has now been published. She intends to continue writing both novels and stories, adapting some of them into theatre scripts and radio plays.

 

Published Work:

Dramatic Episodes   The prequel to this series 

The Best of CafeLit 8 an anthology published by Chapletown Books 2019

Stories included: Marking Time & Induction Day.

Nativity an anthology published by Bridge House 2019

Story included: Solution.

Charitable Thoughts a novella published by Austin Macauley

Can be found on Amazon Books

It happened in Essex tall tales from the Basildon Writers’ Group

Can be found on Amazon books

Monday, 16 August 2021

Val Cast as Courtney

 

by Janet Howson

a mug of decaffeinated coffee

Val sat on the edge of her settee, her hands clasped together. She had put on her coat and shoes ready to go out. She had no make-up on and her hair was unwashed and un-styled. Her eyes looked blank and red from crying. So much crying, that filled her empty days and sleepless nights. She had forgotten to put the heating on and the room was cold and uninviting.

A click made her start; something being posted through the door? She glanced up at the clock. Ten thirty. Who could be posting letters at this time of night? It was sure to be yet another condolence card to be added to all the others she had stacked in a pile in the kitchen. She couldn’t bear to display them. Just another blatant reminder of her daughter’s tragic death. A death she knew she would never get over. Not ever, she said out loud.

If only Graham and his new wife Chantelle hadn’t arrived at the sports centre that night. If only they hadn’t argued about Becky’s future, if only Becky hadn’t finished her swimming class early and overheard them and if only that lorry hadn’t been driving so fast. So many ‘if onlys.’

She sighed. She couldn’t sit here all night; she was starting to feel cold, even with her coat on. She struggled to stand, she must have got stiff sitting for so long. She pulled her boots off. Standing in her bare feet she contemplated putting the kettle on to make herself a hot drink to warm herself up. How long had she been sitting there? Two hours? Three hours? She had no concept of time. Just a blankness filling her thoughts and a pain she couldn’t describe.

Again a noise startled her. It was her mobile phone ringing. She didn’t even know where she had left it and didn’t really care. She didn’t want to talk to anyone at the moment; if ever. All they would talk about was how sorry they were and how they knew how she felt. No they didn’t; how could they.

They had all been very understanding at work but she just couldn’t face the confined space of an office with people whispering behind her back, shaking their heads, tutting in sympathy. She knew they would all mean well. What she really wanted to do was to stay in bed all day and pull the duvet over her head. At least she might dream of the good days. The wonderful days she spent with Becky. Then, of course, she would have to wake up and the sharp shock of the truth would hit her. The doctor had prescribed sleeping tablets. She didn’t like taking them but they blanked the awful feelings out. She would take a couple now.  She couldn’t lie there tossing and turning all night.

She shuffled into the kitchen in her stocking feet. The cold tiles made her toes curl but she couldn’t be bothered to find her slippers, the ones with the puppy heads, the ones that Becky bought last Christmas. Christmas; what would she do this year? It had always been just her and Becky since Graham left. They preferred it that way. Graham had invited her over to his flat a couple of times . Becky wouldn’t go on Christmas day but Val would persuade her to see him on Boxing Day. She never enjoyed it, coming home as soon as she could. She would have tales of Graham and his latest woman. They would laugh about it together.

What had she gone into the kitchen for? Oh yes, the sleeping tablets. She might as well make herself a mug of decaffeinated coffee whilst she was there. It was pointless to have caffeine if she was taking sleeping tablets. She found the unopened box of pills and pushed two of them, with difficulty, out of the splinter pack. Why did the manufacturers have to make it as hard as possible to get to the pills? At last she managed it, not before sending one spinning across the floor. She couldn’t see it so she gave up looking. It’ll turn up, they always do she told herself.

Val leant on the sink drainer and looked out of the window. Nothing but a blank emptiness stared back at her, similar to the way she was feeling. Her mind skipped to the days she would be preparing food in the kitchen keeping an eye on Becky who would be running up the slide rather than use the steps then sliding down backwards head first. Nothing frightened her. She would sometimes run in for a plaster if she had cut her knees, but she never made a fuss. Val admired that. She had always been very independent and her adoptive parents found her hard to handle. She had never felt loved so she always vowed from the day Becky was born that she would tell he she loved her every day. Now she had no one to say that too.

She filled the kettle and watched it boil. She could hear the water bubbling and then the click as it reached boiling point and switched off. She spooned the coffee into her mug. It always stood beside Becky’s mug, next to the kettle and the jar that had sugar written on it and contained Val’s sweeteners. She had bought Becky a Snow White mug when she was little and she would never drink out of anything else. Hers was a Lady of the House mug with a picture of a rich lady in a fur coat, with a poodle on her lap. Becky had bought her that one Christmas and she had loved it. She realised she had automatically spooned coffee into Becky’s mug as well. This hit her hard. She leaned over the sink and cried.

Again the sound of her mobile phone brought her back to the present. Who was so insistent that they kept ringing? Perhaps it was important. She couldn’t think of anyone who would need to contact her at this time of night. She made her coffee and wandered back to the living room. The phone was flashing a message. She didn’t want to read it. She didn’t want to have to think of anything but Becky. Nothing else should come in the way. She turned the phone off and clutching her coffee and pills she wandered out into her hall to climb the stairs to her bedroom.

When she turned the hall light on Val saw the envelope. She picked it up instinctively but didn’t want to open it. This was not a condolence card though. It was an A3 envelope with just ‘Val cast as Courtney’ written in black ink on the front. She stared at it. The writing was familiar. Of course it was Shirley. She must have dropped off her script after the read through she had meant to go to. She sighed. She had let everyone down after all the trouble Shirley had gone to making sure she had a part in the next production, The Murder Mystery Evening. She had told Val that there wouldn’t be too much to learn and how lovely it would be for them all to see her again. Val had wanted to go, she really did. Of all the people in her life she felt the closest to the drama group. She had not been able to perform her part for Midsummer Night’s Dream as it was so soon after Becky’s death but everyone rallied round and Shirley had played her role for her.

She put her mug down, opened the envelope and pulled out the neatly stapled sheets of paper. The cast list was on the top with her name against Courtney. She was the lover of the murdered man, Joseph. Sean was playing Joseph and they got on really well. She wanted to look forward to all the rehearsals, the chatter, the banter and then the Murder Mystery Evening itself at Lauren’s golf club. It was always a good evening and appreciated by the members. After the performance they got a free meal and a drink. What was there not to like?  Yet Val couldn’t bear the thought of enjoying herself with her daughter cold in the ground. She shivered despite the fact she was still wearing her coat. She must go to bed and get warm. She picked up her coffee and swallowed the pills she still had in her hand. She pushed the script back in the envelope but it hit something else preventing it fitting properly and when Val looked she saw a small white envelope. She pulled it out, reinserted the script and made her way to bed.

Val couldn’t be bothered to wash her face, she hadn’t worn any make up all day or eaten anything so she didn’t clean her teeth either. She put the envelope on the bedside table to read tomorrow and climbed between the covers, still in her coat. She lay facing the ceiling waiting for the sleeping tablets to work. Is this what her life was going to be like from now on? Being unable to go anywhere or talk to anyone? She might as well be dead. She brushed that thought quickly out of her mind. However bad she felt, she wasn’t suicidal.

She woke in the middle of the night in a sweat. She couldn’t work out why then realised she was in her coat and clothes. She pushed the bedcovers aside sending an envelope flying across the room. What was that? Then she remembered the script that had arrived through the door, with the envelope inside as well. She took her coat and clothes off and managed to find her pyjamas, the stripy ones that Becky had said made her look like a prison inmate. She experienced that awful wrench whenever she realised she was dead. She retrieved the envelope and put it back on the bedside table. She glanced at the clock; three am. At least she had managed a few hours sleep, so the sleeping tablets had worked. She got back in bed again. I might as well open the envelope and get it over with, she thought. Tearing it open she saw a short hand written note, she read the words out loud.

Though your heart is breaking

Though your future seems bleak

Though the days seem pointless

It’s a comfort to speak.

Whenever you are ready, we are all here for you. We miss you so much. Shirley x

Val read the note a few times then put it aside. She then pulled the script out of the envelope and read through all three scenes. She at first assumed it would be the wife Fiona, played by Shirley, who murdered her errant husband but it turned out to be her devoted friend Richard, played by Jordan. What a good twist. There was something vaguely familiar about this relationship. It was common knowledge that Jordon was devoted to Shirley and he had written the play. Perhaps she was reading too much into it.

She knew she wouldn’t go back to sleep so she went downstairs to the kitchen for a drink. She hadn’t finished her coffee last night and was starting to feel dehydrated. She had left her mug upstairs so she used Becky’s. It was a good feeling to fill her mug up like she used to do. A sound made her turn round. Her mobile was flashing missed messages and phone calls. Reluctantly she picked it up. There were various missed calls from Shirley as well as Patrick and Sean. There were three texts as well, one from Shirley, one from Patrick and one from Jean.

I have just posted your script through the door. If you want a chat I will sit here for fifteen minutes and wait for a text. If not, no problem. I will see you when you are ready.

Shirley xxx

Hey, where were you tonight? I so missed you babe. Who can I tell my awful jokes to?   Please don’t leave it too long.

Patrick

Hi, Val. I know this might be a bit early for you yet but I go to a therapy session for my depression and this includes bereavement. All I can say is that it has helped me through my bad times. If you are interested I would love to introduce you to the group.

Jean x

Val reread the note and the messages several times. She felt tears welling up in her eyes, but this time it wasn’t because she was thinking of Becky but because she felt that there were people out there who really cared. She might have been left with no immediate family but this group of people where like a family to her. If she was to survive this it would be because of them.

She sat on the settee with her coffee, wrapped the throw around her and answered the texts. When she had finished she climbed back up the stairs and at four o clock in the morning, Val started to learn the lines of her script allowing herself a brief smile; these were not just lines, they were life lines.

 

 About the Author

Janet Howson was born in Rochdale but moved to the South of England when she was seventeen. She loved writing and reading from an early age and wrote poetry and plays. She joined an amateur drama group when she was eighteen and her love of the theatre began. She trained to be a teacher and her two subjects were English and Drama. She then went on to teach for thirty-five years in Comprehensive schools in Redbridge, Havering and Essex. During this time, she wrote and directed plays for the pupils, ran drama clubs, worked with pupils from special schools, involving them in productions, worked with Chicken Shed after school and continued to be involved in amateur drama both as a performer and a director. Now she is retired, Janet has joined two writing groups and with the help and advice she has received from the other members, has started to write short stories and her first novel, ‘Charitable Thoughts’ has now been published. She intends to continue writing both novels and stories, adapting some of them into theatre scripts and radio plays.

 

Published Work:

Dramatic Episodes   The prequel to this series 

The Best of CafeLit 8 an anthology published by Chapletown Books 2019

Stories included: Marking Time & Induction Day.

Nativity an anthology published by Bridge House 2019

Story included: Solution.

Charitable Thoughts a novella published by Austin Macauley

Can be found on Amazon Books

It happened in Essex tall tales from the Basildon Writers’ Group

Can be found on Amazon books

 

 

 

Thursday, 1 July 2021

Jason Cast as John

 

by Janet Howson

coffee and sourdough toast

It must have been about a week since the burglary. Jason’s IT equipment had only been returned to him yesterday. He had missed his phone and laptop the most. He had always been a techy and his job was completely reliant on him having all the backup details of his sales on his own equipment.

He had tried not to think too much about his neighbour, Nat. He had reported to the police that he had inadvertently found his stolen gear in a broom cupboard in Nat’s flat and he knew his neighbour had been taken down to the police station as he had seen him go from his window that looked over the car park. Such a shame; he had seemed such a great guy and Jason had to admit he fancied him. Oh well, that was not to be.

It was Saturday his food shop day, a job he particularly disliked. He had toyed with the idea of having a food delivery but had never quite got round to organising it, so until he did it was back to pushing a trolley round Sainsbury’s.

A knock at the door startled him. Who could this be so early on a Saturday? Most of his friends didn’t put a foot out of bed until 10am at the weekend. He was glad he had showered and dressed early. He hadn’t slept well since the burglary, tossing and turning, going over the events in his mind until he would get up and read or go on Twitter or Facebook. He opened the door as far as his new safety chain would let him. What he could see through the gap shocked him. It was Nat, standing there, as bold as brass, smiling at him.

“Hi,” Nat leaned forward to make sure Jason could hear him without disturbing any of the other tenants. “I know I am not your favourite person at the moment, but could I explain what happened that night. Then you can never speak to me again if you so choose?”

Jason was speechless for a moment, then, pulled himself together enough to reply. “You’ve got a nerve haven’t you? First of all you invite me in for coffee in the knowledge you had just stolen from me and now you want to explain your behaviour!”

“I didn’t do it, Jason, I am perfectly innocent.”

“How can that be? The stolen goods were in your cupboard,” Jason felt himself getting angry and raising his voice.

“We really shouldn’t be discussing police affairs in the corridor. Can I come in for five minutes to put you in the picture?”

Reluctantly, Jason took off the safety chain and let Nat into the corridor of his flat. He was taller and more athletically built than Jason and for a horrible moment he wondered if he would turn on him for informing the police that he had his stolen goods. He stepped backwards putting distance between them.

“Well, what is your version of the events?”

“This is going to sound ridiculous but it’s true. I can hardly believe it myself.” Nat took a deep breath, ready to reveal all. He was obviously nervous.

“That night I had met a man at a club. We seemed to get on with each other really well so I invited him back to my flat for a drink and a chat; nothing else. He seemed very keen. We sat on the balcony until it got dark and he asked if he could stay the night as he had missed his last train home and anyway his work place was nearer my place than his. I thought no more of it and I had drunk a lot of wine, so I wasn’t thinking straight. I said he could use the sofa bed and I got him a pillow, duvet etc. I sparked out in my bedroom and slept like a log.

The next morning I went to wake him and offer him some breakfast when, to my surprise, the room was empty and the sofa bed not slept in. I wasn’t really upset as I had only known him for a few hours, so I just put it down to experience, then the doorbell went and I thought it was him coming back for something he’d left or even to say sorry for disappearing. However, it was you and in you came with your story of woe and I felt so sorry for you not realising the stolen goods were in my broom cupboard. You must have thought me so presumptuous to invite you in under the circumstances,” he paused looking weary.

“You might as well come into the lounge and take the weight of your feet. You look a bit pale.”

“Thank you. I haven’t been able to sleep or eat properly since it all happened.”

Once they were both sitting down in Jason’s front room, Nat continued with his story. “When the police came round and asked to search the broom cupboard I thought the world had gone mad. What would they find in there? I even made them a cup of tea. However, they had soon found your equipment and arrived back in my sitting room holding it. They asked me what it was doing there. I was so taken aback I could hardly answer. I knew I hadn’t put it there so that only left my evening guest. I told them I hadn’t touched it at all so the thief’s DNA would be all over the goods. I had to accompany them down to the police station where they took my DNA and used it to compare with the DNA on the speakers.    Even though I knew I was innocent, I felt I was treated like a criminal. It was not a very good experience. I told them about my guest that night but because I didn’t have a name for him or a number they couldn’t follow it up. They are hoping he will call round or, more likely, break in to reclaim his booty. He obviously didn’t take the equipment that evening because he would need transport to get it home. I can’t sleep in case he arrives in the middle of the night. However, up to now, I have heard nothing from him.”

Jason took a moment to take all this information in. Was Nat telling the truth? The police wouldn’t have let him go if they suspected him. If Nat’s guest did take his IT equipment, he was bound to try and get it back at some time?

“Hey, that is bad news. You must be on edge all the time. Do you have time for a coffee? I can’t offer any croissants but I do a good slice of sourdough toast,” Jason smiled for the first time, at his guest.

Nat let out a sigh of relief, “I didn’t think you’d believe me, I can hardly believe it myself. Yes, I would love a very strong cup of coffee and your toast sounds wonderful.”

Jason busied himself in the kitchen, wondering if this awful mess could, perhaps, have an happy ending? He had always believed in fate. That your life was planned out for you and the path you take is inevitable. Well, this could be a good example of this. If it hadn’t been for the burglary they may never have met up, remaining passing strangers on the stairs.

He returned to the lounge carrying a tray with the drinks and plates of toast. He suddenly felt hungry as he hadn’t felt eaten much since the burglary. “Help yourself, Nat, plenty where that came from.”

“I feel I can relax a bit out of my flat. I feel nervous all the time, with every creek or noise in the corridor making me think he is back. I tried to describe him to the police, but I had drunk so much I could hardly remember a thing. I wonder now if he put sleeping tablets in my wine because I slept like the dead.”

“If he is a seasoned criminal with a record then they will be able to match his D&A to that found on the stolen goods,” Jason added, “there is a very good chance they will catch him and your worries will be over.”

“I hope so. Anyway, how about you? It must all have been a shock to you as well. What are you up to at the moment?”

“Oh, not a lot; work and more work. Oh, I am rehearsing for a Murder Mystery Evening my drama group is performing at a golf club. I’m John the murder victim’s, old boss who has a grudge against Joseph, for usurping him from his former position. I haven’t got a lot to learn but I’ve had difficulties concentrating on anything. I was going to get down to it today. This chat has helped me relax though, so you never know I might have it all done and dusted by tonight.”

“Yes, same here. I have loads of writing to catch up on but my concentration is on the floor. I keep thinking I can hear something and it turns out to be perfectly innocent, like letters coming through the mail box.”

Jason felt sorry for him and then on the spur of the moment he suggested, “Why don’t you bring your stuff over and work from my flat? That way you won’t be worrying all the time.” He couldn’t believe he was saying it, “I have my lines to learn and some shopping to do, so I won’t be in your hair. You can help yourself to tea and coffee and just make yourself at home.” He paused then added, “of course, don’t feel you are obliged, I can understand if you would prefer to stay in your own flat.” He leant forward to take a piece of toast feeling warmth spread over his face, and waited for the response from Nat.

“That sounds a very generous offer and I would love to take it up, I will pop over and get my laptop,” he leant over and squeezed Jason’s free hand. “Thank you.”

Jason waited for Nat’s return, still amazed he had been so bold. He normally waited for others to initiate, he was more of a follower. He had a good feeling about this though. He tidied up the coffee cups and plates, smiling to himself for the first time since the burglary. He found his script of The Murder Mystery feeling motivated at last to start learning his lines. Settling down in a chair, he waited for Nat to return and somehow he knew this was the start of something good.

About the auhtor

Janet Howson  was born in Rochdale but moved to the South of England when she was seventeen. She loved writing and reading from an early age and wrote poetry and plays. Shejoined an amateur Drama group when she was eighteen and her love of the theatre began. She trained to be a teacher and her two subjects were English and Drama. She then went on to teach for thirty five years in Comprehensive schools in Redbridge, Havering and Essex. During this time she wrote and directed plays for the pupils and continued to be involved in Amateur Drama both as a performer and a director. Now she is retired, Janet has joined two writing groups and with the help and advice she has received here,  started to write short stories and has had stories published in anthologies and  her first novel, Charitable Thoughts can be found on Amazon Books. She intends to continue writing both novels and stories, adapting some of them into theatre scripts and radio plays.  

Published work:                                 

The Best of CafeLit 8 an anthology published by Chapletown Books 2019

Stories included: Marking Time & Induction Day.

Nativity an anthology published by Bridge House 2019

Story included: Solution.

Charitable Thoughts a novella published by Austin Macauley

Can be found on Amazon Books

It happened in Essex: tall tales from the Basildon Writers’ Group

Can be found on Amazon books

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, 25 May 2021

Nina Cast as Dolly

 

by Janet Howson 

a mug of Horlicks

Nina came away from the drama meeting earlier than she normally did. She hadn’t confided in anyone there that Geoff wanted a divorce. She still felt sick when she thought about it. She had really messed up this time. The security of a faithful husband and two beautiful girls had been smashed to pieces in one afternoon. The afternoon when it was revealed that she was having an affair with Phil and Geoff couldn’t trust her anymore and wanted a quick divorce. She sat down on the wall that surrounded the church where the meeting had been held and shut her eyes tightly in an attempt to block the reality of life out.

Her mind wandered back to the meeting. Jordon had written a murder mystery and she had been cast as Dolly the mother of Fiona whose husband is murdered. Not a major part but she was happy with that as she had so much to get sorted out.

“Penny for them?” Nina turned round and saw the familiar and comforting figure of Jess. “You left so early I wanted to make sure you were all right.” She put her arm around Nina’s shoulders. “Not like you, we usually have to peel you away from the hall so that Shirley can lock up.”

Nina laughed despite herself. Jess always cheered her up even though it was common knowledge in the group that her husband, Michael was working his way through a string of very young girls, which nauseated Nina. They had never discussed it. Some topics were best left alone. “Oh I’m fine. You know what it’s like. My mother’s babysitting and doesn’t want to be too late home.”

 Jess didn’t know what it was like. She had no children but that was about to change as she was pregnant with Michael’s child. She had split up with Michael but had decided to have the baby and bring the child up on her own. Nina knew nothing of this and she didn’t want to burden her whilst she was obviously so upset herself. 

“Where’s the reliable Geoff tonight then? Not like him to shirk his parental duties,” Jess joked.

At the mention of Geoff and the children, Nina couldn’t hold back her tears any longer. She sobbed and sobbed on Jess’s shoulder, with her friend rubbing her back, uttering comforting platitudes.

“Hey, it can’t be as bad as you think it is. I find a good night’s sleep and things seem better in the morning.”

“This will never seem better. Oh Jess, I have messed up big time.  I was having an affair with Phil, you know the young man who was brought in for “Relatively Speaking?”

“Wow, stop there, but he was about half your age?” Jess regretted saying that as soon as the words left her mouth. “I mean, he was lovely but I am just surprised that’s all.” 

“I was completely stupid, Jess. Geoff and I had been going through a bad patch for a long time. He was having problems at work and objected to babysitting whilst I was rehearsing. When he found out I was seeing Phil he went berserk and demanded a divorce. The girls are devastated. They keep asking for their daddy. I haven’t even broken it to my mother yet. I keep thinking it’s all a nightmare and I will wake up and it isn’t true.”  Once Nina had spilled this all out to her friend it felt as if a huge boulder had been lifted form her shoulders.                                                                                          

Jess was nodding her head slowly, a faint smile of understanding on her lips. She took Nina’s hands between hers. “I completely understand your unhappiness at being in a marriage where you no longer love your partner. It happens. We none of us plan these things. I could see you and Geoff weren’t happy, it was like a time bomb ready to go off. The times I started to say something then changed my mind as it was none of my business.”

“I feel so guilty though, particularly as Alwyne and Beth are so young and they idolise their father.”

“Has he moved out or have you?”

“He is staying with a mate in Romford. He rings the girls on their mobile phones. I haven’t spoken to him since it all happened. He collected his clothes and work stuff whilst I was out fetching the girls from school. My mother blames me. She doesn’t know the details, I just told her that the marriage had ended and she went on and on for what seemed hours about how I had neglected him and my daughters, always putting my desires over and above my family’s and she is probably right.”

“There are always two sides to a story, Nina. You adore those little girls and devote a lot of time to them. Who takes them to ballet and swimming and sits with them whilst they are doing their homework? Certainly not Geoff. He isn’t perfect by any means, so stop beating yourself up and think about the future.”

“What future have I got though, Jess? I will be a lonely single parent who will have to do everything herself, especially as now my mother has fallen out with me. She hardly spoke to me tonight when she arrived to babysit”

“She won’t be able to stay away from the girls. Mark my words she will be on that phone asking for you to leave them with her. Also, what about Phil? Have you told him what has happened?”

“Geoff’s bully boy, Toby, frightened him off. Also, he said that Phil was going out with a pretty, young girl in the drama group he is in and the fling with me wasn’t serious. I was stupid to believe someone as young and attractive as him would fancy me.”

“I wouldn’t believe all you hear, ring him. Has he tried to get in touch with you?”

“I deleted him from my contacts list and blocked his number, I was so angry.”

“Speak to him, even if it is just to get his side of the story. Did you really like him or was it just an escape from the life you were not enjoying?”

“I don’t know, I feel so confused. I have to devote all my time to Alwyne and Beth. I have to make it right for them and that will mean sacrifices on my part. After the Murder Mystery play I might have to give up the Drama Group.”

“But you love the…”

“Not as much as I love my girls.”

Jess sighed. “I know that, Nina, but don’t go making any decisions at the moment. Your head is all over the place.”

Nina stood up abruptly, “I’ve got to go, I promised I would be back before the ten o clock news and it’s nearly that now. Thank you so much for listening to me, you have really helped, just letting me talk about it all. I’ll ring Phil, once I get my courage up. I do need to know the truth. I don’t blame him in anyway. I was older and married, he was single and younger.”

She left, Jess sitting on the wall and made her way back to her car. Once inside she got out her mobile phone. Only one message and that was from Geoff. She knew she would have to read it but dreaded doing so. This would be the pattern for the future. Communication would be by text or a nod at the door when he came to pick up the girls. She opened the message, ‘I will pick the girls up tomorrow after school. I will bring them back by eight o clock. I am taking them to Pizza Express.’

Nina felt angry. He hadn’t even asked her if they had anything else on, a party or a project to be finished for homework. She would have to make it clear in the future that he was to give her good notice. However, she still felt so guilty about her daughters’ lives being torn apart by the separation of their parents, she just replied, ‘That’s fine, but we need to talk.’ She waited to see if he would reply to her text. After a while she gave up.

She was about to put her key in the ignition when she thought about what Jess had said about Phil. Perhaps Geoff had made it up that he was going out with a girl from the drama group he was in. She tapped the front of her phone nervously. She didn’t want to make herself more of a fool than she already was, if it was true. Well, there was only one way to find out. She knew Phil’s mobile number off by heart, so she tapped it in and waited, the ring tone repeating itself ominously for too long. He was obviously out, probably with ‘her.  She felt cross that she had given way and phoned him. She was about to cancel the call when she heard his voice, “Nina, where are you? I have been trying to ring and text you but you were not answering. I have been so worried. My car was stolen and a thug warned me off seeing you. What happened? I was even going to call at your house but I know you told me never to do that in case Geoff or the girls were there.”

Nina didn’t know whether to believe him or not. He was a very good actor. “I thought you might be busy with your pretty, young girlfriend,” she replied petulantly.

“What pretty, young girlfriend? What are you talking about, Nina? You are the only woman I am interested in I have told you that a hundred times every time you talk about the age gap, which is of no relevance to me. “

Nina let his words of reassurance wrap round her. Then she remembered she had to get home to relieve her mother from babysitting duties. She was doing it again, putting herself before the needs of her children and her mother. “Listen, I can’t talk now, I will phone you late this evening once my mother has gone home and I know the girls are asleep.” With that they said their goodbyes and Nina accelerated out of the car park and drove home as quickly as the speed restrictions allowed.

Nina’s mother had already got her coat on and her car keys in her hand when Nina arrived home. “You are later than you promised. I will only just make it to see the news at home with my mug of Horlicks, but of course that is not as important to you as your drama group.”

The last sentence was spoken as her mother walked quickly down the footpath, “Oh, the girls were fine, by the way, if you are interested.” Nina literally recoiled from this parting shot as she shut the front door. She turned the television off with the remote control, took off her coat and crept up the stairs to check on Alwyne and Beth. They still shared the same bedroom as they loved talking and playing together, sometimes late into the night. However, tonight they were both sound asleep, curled up in foetal position, breathing noiselessly. She looked at her beautiful innocent angels who lived in a secure world that she had now destroyed. How could I have done that? She asked herself, what was I thinking of?

Nina knew what she should do. She should ring Phil and finish the relationship, then devote herself to her family, making up, albeit it in a small and inadequate way, for all the harm she had done them. She would give up everything took her away from this and if that meant giving up her favourite hobby, drama, she would.

She crept back down the stairs, fearful of waking the girls and sat on the settee. She found her mobile phone in her bag and again tapped in Phil’s number. Did she believe him when he said she was the only woman for him? Well, it didn’t matter now if she was finishing with him. As soon as he answered she knew she couldn’t do it. She needed his love, more so now that Geoff had left her.

“Hi, Phil. Where are you now?”

“At home, watching a Netflix film, just waiting for you to call back. I am just so pleased you rang me I was going frantic. Please say you will see me soon.”

Nina hesitated for a split second but the words from Jess flashed through her mind, don’t go making any decisions at the moment. Your head is all over the place.

“Phil, Geoff has left me so I will have to devote a lot more time to the girls. They are obviously upset and missing their daddy. Give me a couple of weeks to settle in to my new routine and then we can meet up one evening whilst Geoff has the girls. I know that is asking a lot, but it is all I can promise at the moment.”

“I can’t believe you have gone through all that and not told me. I feel terrible. I have caused your marriage to break up and disrupted your children’s life. I would not have been surprised if you never wanted to see me again.”

Again for the second time that evening Nina felt protected and comforted by his words, however, she would be cautious and tread carefully.

 “Are you still there, Nina?”

“Yes I am and hopefully we will be around for each other for a very long time, but for now I will sort my life out the best I can and then I will ring you.”

As she spoke these words, Nina knew it was going to be a long journey but she would get there in the end, with Phil’s support and maybe, just maybe, she would one day be able to go back to her drama group. I mean, she told herself, I have accepted the part of Dolly in the next production. She smiled to herself, the first smile she had allowed herself since the start of the whole sordid business. Then she went into the kitchen and made herself a drink One trait she had inherited from her mother, the love of a comforting mug of Horlicks.



About the author

Janet Howson  was born in Rochdale but moved to the South of England when she was seventeen. She loved writing and reading from an early age and wrote poetry and plays. Shejoined an amateur Drama group when she was eighteen and her love of the theatre began. She trained to be a teacher and her two subjects were English and Drama. She then went on to teach for thirty five years in Comprehensive schools in Redbridge, Havering and Essex. During this time she wrote and directed plays for the pupils and continued to be involved in Amateur Drama both as a performer and a director. Now she is retired, Janet has joined two writing groups and with the help and advice she has received here,  started to write short stories and has had stories published in anthologies and  her first novel, Charitable Thoughts can be found on Amazon Books. She intends to continue writing both novels and stories, adapting some of them into theatre scripts and radio plays.  

Published work:                                 

The Best of CafeLit 8 an anthology published by Chapletown Books 2019

Stories included: Marking Time & Induction Day.

Nativity an anthology published by Bridge House 2019

Story included: Solution.

Charitable Thoughts a novella published by Austin Macauley

Can be found on Amazon Books

It happened in Essex: tall tales from the Basildon Writers’ Group

Can be found on Amazon books